My heart is beating out of my chest.
This is the guy from last night. Before today, he had taken down all his pictures on POF because he said he couldn’t figure out how to deactivate. I took the following screen cap after the weight incident because I thought it was so sweet of him. So we talked through iMessage until his phone came.
Before I sent that text at 4:30, I noticed he had put up all new pictures, and it said he was online.
So I’m on the phone with Liz just looking through my messages on POF. and I notice my thread with him is gone. Liz and I both do the username search and see that his profile is still up. So to test, I go and try to send him a message.
I’m leaving the username in the pic. Y’all can go look at him/send him hate emails if you want. If you don’t go look, I can tell you right now he has a big, misshapen head but a nice body. And he can go fuck himself.
So then I go into crazy bitch mode. I tell Liz that I have to get off the phone cuz I’m going to call him. I do, no answer of course. I leave a not terribly nasty message saying if he’s brave enough he can call me or text me back, if not, good luck with everything. Then I send one last text for good measure, “You’re not a good guy.”
By no means did I think I was going to marry this person, but no fucking way did I think it was going to end so abruptly/rudely. Literally yesterday he was saying how much he was looking forward to seeing me, and then we made out for a while and then my ass is fucking BLOCKED. I’m going to block his number.
Did I Secret myself by wondering if it was goodbye for good in my post last night? Or am I just that fucking good at being able to tell when I’m never going to see someone again?
So after the post this morning, I actually didn’t have to bring anything up because he did:
So hopefully that won’t be happening much anymore haha God, of course now he finally really likes me and I’M the one that’s not as into it!
Blasty 3 hours ago:
Blasty just now: